Fuuuck. Got the aircon regassed and the compressor replaced in November. It just isn’t cooling like it used to, and no pressure out of the vents. Mechanic said to take it back. Finally did, today. Picked it up, no change. Got it home, ripped out the fan to check it, and checked the a/c condenser inside the dash.

I think I see the problem, y’know.

Doesn’t explain the lack of cooling, though, I think.

Mental health, suicidal ideation 

Mental illness is so often about just putting one foot in front of the other, and I don’t want to do that any more. The ONLY thing keeping me here is my refusal to inflict the trauma of suicide on my family.

I have no hope of things getting better, and I am SO fucking tired.

I still might poke around on here, maybe less outright rage here...


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